AHHH

I WANT IT TO BE FRIDAY, FRIDAY, FRIDAY!!!

PATRICK I MISS YOU!!

I bought this shirt.


YAY FOR JINX.COM!!! OMG AMAZING!!

-RG

WOW!

my internet was down almost the whole weekend!
I was very sad... until I came home today and it was working, and I got my new MSI CD's in the MAIL!!

YAY!!!

I got the new Album "if" and never wanted to dance remixes.

I <3 u MSI. You make my world ROCK!!!!

I miss Patrick he would enjoy my insanity at this moment and embellish it.

-RG

RGTV iis the name of my show

So many things to film
So many ideas

how many shows can I do?

I bet I can release two at once if I get all my filming and editing done.

-RG

Mindlesss Self indulgence's new album!!

OMG their new Album "if" is coming out... and I pre-ordered it!!! I'm super excited! I got to listen to the CD for free on their MYSPACE!! I love it! Mastermind is one of the coolest songs ever I want to make a music video for it.

I guess you can say I am kinda excited since I'm dressing up like LynZ from MSI.
I got a cool idea for the video. :)

-RG

Twisted

My dreams are twisted.

Full of strange photographs, random resturants, and bloody marshmallows. I have no freaking idea what that means. I need to stop stressing out.

Curses... Sometimes I wonder about myself.

Alas Patrick, you need to be here more often.

-RG

Hey

I want to name my camera.... hmmm.
Wow I'm getting crazy.

BTW I realized I am a whore for film makers who are poor and unfamous...
Check out the lovely ladies of http://whateverhollywood.com

they are wonderful. I think I found my own secret you tube celebrities.

-RG

PurePwnage

This is how you kick ass! Wow its been a while since I've seen a new pure pwnage episode. I'm glad to say, I've missed it. This one is full of awesome Rock band sequences!! YAY.

Besides the amazing Patrick, this show is keeping me sane at work. My job isn't making me happy anymore... I might be searching for something different here pretty soon. My hours are frustrating. Anyone want to hire a film editor?
Need someone for a wedding?
Any Special occasions?
Website design?

I might be going a tad bit crazy.



-RG

I got my sticks in the mail today

Weeeeeeee!!!
RG gets glowsticks that means...

Videos soon?!?!?

Maybe. :D

-RG

Ferry Corsten, Animoto Style!!

Ferry Corsten, New TV, being recongized from youtube

Can you believe it? People stopped me at the party and told me that they recognized me from youtube. Me? They walked up to me and hugged me as if I were famous.
"OMG are you Ravergirl?"
"dude dude, this chick is a LEGEND, she has amazing videos on youtube."
"Remember that video I couldn't stop talking about last week.... THIS IS THE CHICK!!!"
People came down from everywhere it was awesome. People from the balcony came down to say hello to me.

Besides the internet fame, I has a lot of fun spending my time dancing around getting a lot of hugs and hanging out with Patrick, Andrei and the gs.cers who made it.

Breakfast was the opening act, he played "waiting here for you" by thrill seekers... and that's like Patrick and I's SONG. So it was aweosme.

Ferry Corsten Dropped FIRE, and BEAUTIFUL... that made the night. Everyone went nuts! Best songs ever, cleanest DJing ever. Great night.

Smallest venue I've ever been too. I felt like I was in a slightly bigger high school gym.

Patrick and I went to his storage unit and he gave me his 27 inch flat screen TV. Its so pretty. I like it a lot.

Patrick is awesome.
What can I say, I'm crazy about the guy.

Over all really awesome weekend that I wish could never end.
Now I gotta work 6 days in a row, Boo.

-RG

too many dreams, full of insanity.

That's right, no ranting, no mater how much I really want to about work... grrr.
/me grinds teeth.

Work = suck right now... yes... no more ranting...

ok so in other non-ranting about how communication and the human race just doesn't work all the time....

I usually dream about ideas for videos and films and such.
But I've never had one re-occur multiple times. So now I got this video idea, stuck in my brain. I want to be featured on youtube, I want people to see my insanity of brainness...less? Ok no I'm crazy. Or maybe because its midnight and I've been kinda pissed off all day.

I went from happiness to T'd off, how did that happen?

So back to my idea. Wow its hard not to rant.
Anyways, I got this music video idea. Its gonna be insane. I think I can do it, but I'm gonna need a lot of help with camera stuff, I need to learn green screen and aquire one, and perhaps take my sweet time with this one. I don't wanna mess it up. Its been something in my brain for a while and I really want to make it how I envision it.

I dunno, my brain feels kinda maxed out at the moment.
Maybe I should just get some rest.

-RG

Rainbow Sherbert and happiness

Patrick and I like to have our adventures. Yesterday was one of them. We went out shopping, and then I decided just to drive along the coast from Del Mar to La Jolla. Showing him where I lived. The beauty of Del Mar and its beaches, the amazingness of my home town. He thought that was awesome. We managed making our way to UTC and shopping there, finding deals, having fun, and enjoying each others company. Gosh, even just shopping with him is fun. I like that a lot. We got some new toys! I bought Orange box for the 360. Cool stuff, Portal is shaping up to be pretty cool.
Team Fortress is really fast game play, and I haven't tried half life yet.

On our way home from shopping, Patrick was like... "Lets get rainbow sherbert!" like OMG, how does he know my secret passion for this fantastic dessert? I don't remember telling how that that one in perticular was my favorite. Maybe that's why I like him so much.... he just KNOWS what I love and LOVES it too.

Every time I see you Patrick its an adventure, and I can't wait till FERRY!! YAY next weekend is gonna be epic!! :)

-RG

Weird dreams and things

Man I slept for way to long today. I had this weird dream that kinda freaked me out.

There was this crazy obsessive chick. She was so white, her skin was translucent, and her hair was blondish white. She had these creepy light blue eye that never blinked. She was chasing me. I'm not sure why, but she was trying to kill me.

She moved really fast, sped around everywhere in the blink of an eye. I locked all the windows and doors, and she still found a way into my house it was way creepy.

She managed to catch up to me, and I stuck my hand in her face to block her, and she bit my hand.

I look down in my dream, and I see that its bleeding a lot.
I think I said something to her along the lines of "wtf is wrong with you? WTF are you?!?!"

and I woke up. Then was like... "woah weird" and fell back asleep to dream of something totally different.

When I fell back alseep I dreamt I was on a cruise ship, and my friends were trying to get me to jump off the boat cause it would look "cool". I was also a professional diver in my dream. I refused, and then saw other people jumping off the boat.
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On a real life note, I got my new digital camera! YAY!
I ended up snaping some pics of my bumper sticker, my dogs, and poker last night. Yay for randomness. Poker was fun with the boys though, I brought over scene it and forgot the sensor for the controllers so we used our ROCK BAND guitars. Awesome. Dan kicked ass, of course. Overall a fun night. I learned how to play texas hold 'em better, and got to play games with friends. YAY.

-RG

Its these kind of things that makes me sad...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=bgJx3qy5z8c
A report about how "God's basement" is promoting all sorts of illegal drugs and crap.

Its amazing how you can spin a story with editing, bias, and showing only one point of view. Thus why many don't like Michael Moore... but that's beyond the point.

Ravers are stereotyped, Kids who pop "e" like candy, listen to techno music, and get crazy messed up just to get messed up. But that's not really what its about at all.

I'm a sober raver.
Always have been, always will be.

For me there are no drugs needed to feel the vibe at a good party.
Electronica music is a natural high, the dance beats per minute betweeen 130-135, the synths, the tones, the trippy bandwith transitions, its all meant to make you feel euphoric. You can't help but smile when your there. You can feel the endorphines blurring through your brain, you chest leaps to the music, and your happy.

For me its about the vibe of a good party. I hang out with the sober crowd, or keep an eye on those who might need help. Its called watching each others backs, always being there for one another. Give a lightshow, enjoy the scene.

If you party with me, you know that I honestly don't need drugs to feel higher than most people there. All I need is a good vibe, good music, and a good group of friends to dance with. Then the night is set for epicness.

That's what really makes me mad though. The people who don't get it, the people who focus all their attention on the negative. Yes, promoters always try for drug free, and its those crazy ravers who sneak in drugs. People sneak in everything to anything.

C'mon who hasn't snuck in food to the movies? You can't stop everything. even if you really try.

People can't let go though. Through the years, I've learned a lot about people. Don't try to change people. Don't force your own ideals on people. People tend to listen better by following your set example. People call me smart for never experimenting with drugs. I've been looked up to for it. Some people want to change to be like me. I don't force them. I learned that the people I usually chill with, are the people who don't do those kind of drugs anyways.

What the Rave scene is really about is Respect. Respect for the indiviual, and respect for the party. All the party is for is fun. So you hug your friends, dance the night away, and play with glowly lights and amusing yourself and others.

You'll sweat out the bad vibes, the negativity, and the real unforgiving world.... just for one night.

That's what makes it worth it.

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On a lighter note. I made a new mix that will be guest mix in TRE 25.

RG's Seduction

1. Benassi Bros.- Turn me up feat. Sandy (original mix)
2. Steve Smooth, JJ Flores- Deep inside these walls (extended mix)
3. This is Massive- Minimal DJ's have short decks (main mix)
4. Justin Timberlake- Lovestoned/ I think she knows (Mysto & Pizzi remix)
5. Chemical Brothers- Do it again
6. David Guetta- Baby when the lights go out (Dirty south remix)
7. Dead Mau5- Beautiful, Rich & Horny (club mix)
8. Junkie XL- More feat. Lauren Rocket
9. Robbie Rivera- Float away (Gabriel & Dresden reEdit mix)
10. Benny Benassi- Whose your daddy? (Sfaction remix)

Fall in love with the music like I do. Then maybe you'll get the Raver Scene.